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November 8, 2009

Each good thought Of mine Is a rainbow-beauty

Thoughts in line

November 3, 2009

Thoughts drop in
like Ripples in the ocean
Forever  flowing
Slipping away
Changing shapes at will
moving in a zigzag manner

These thoughts are beyond my grasp
But surprisingly within my reach
Teasing and tantalizing
Bubbling at times
Raging when it pleases
I stone-wall it
keep the flow under-restriction
But it rises above
And flows over
Defiant and rebellious
Giggling  with laughter

The “THING”

October 2, 2009

There is a part in me
That feels I am different from everybody.
 Something that they can’t see,
Something that they can’t feel,
Something so unreal.
But this ‘thing’ has always been there,
This ‘thing’ I will never share.
So I have made it a habbit of Pushing it to the back of my mind,
Among the thoughts of boys and clothes
And [...]

The Blooming Rose and Me

October 1, 2009

I am growing like a blooming rose.
I can see the hope in its petals.
The innocence of the red color is screaming –“As long as I am, I will be”.
I know that the rose will never wilt or die.
As my life may grow backwards, I shall become strong.
I shall be dependent [...]

The girl in the mirror

August 21, 2009

 

When I was a little girl I used to look in the mirror
Did not have a clue who was there
 
As I grew up using kohl everyday The girl in the mirror seemed to change
As time passed there was not always a mirror so I gazed at the 100 rose’s bouquet
 
Years later when I looked at [...]

This one is for you Google ..

August 9, 2009

Whoever said that there is no  psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face was a genius … From my end i can say that dogs are miracles with paws .. They give unconditional love and for me they are the symbol of being alive !! and yes scratch a dog once and [...]

I’ll be there for you When the rain starts to pour..

August 9, 2009

I have many acquaintances but my friends are very rare. Before meeting you I was always looking for that true and trusting friend with whom I can share my secrets. You have always comforted and advised me and never even fr a second have disowned me. You [...]

Reality borders …

August 6, 2009

There are days when I’m not sure if I’m alive or dead I am walking over the
knife’s edge .The borders of my Reality are rebuilding one moment they feel
solid then next like thin water (no use of swimming) I brush my long hair and
cover the scars and make sure no one can tell what [...]

Secret Keys

July 26, 2009

Written by someone whose words will touch your soul .The poet prefers to be anonymous……
Once upon a time, in absence of sunshine,    
I was on my bed, acting to be dead.
A thought came in my mind, why I m not refined,
“why I m so strange, not ready to change,”
I heard this million tons, [...]

Thinking …….

July 16, 2009

Hanging upside down on a branch of a tree
feeling the warmth of the colored sky

seeing the green colour spreading up
once I leave the sun will go down

and the summer will end

Will we have the night

the rain drops dancing as it used to

soft as water and colorful as rainbow

colorful colors dropping

opening my heart with immortal memories

we [...]